breakup

Just Broke up with a woman who loved me unconditionally, because i was scared shit about the prospect of having kids soon. Its complicated, but so simple you could say, because i love her too.

The more i thought about it, the more i could see why it would work-but i felt like i was getting locked in to a future i could not control. I felt less and less like doing it, even though it made so much sense.

She was there for me, silently, gently prodding me and making me face my fears. I feel like shit.

hello blog

there is no such thing as a free lunch they said. but there you are..even after months u come back at my face like mannequin butler i hid in the closet in a silly fit.

im gonna sleep now. see ya